Spiritual energy needs recharging. Guess I'm going to cook for two days straight, then get back to work on Friday. Might work on [ce]f and [c']f but that's about it. Need to prove those
Hi everyone, So this is a bit hard for me to write. I don't really trip out about much except when I try to sleep and when I have to take time to look over past writings of mine, if only because using Facebook to do that is very slow and tedious, and I'm always fast-paced. And it's also very hard to explain what I'm doing. And, frankly, whatever happened on 13 January spooked me enough that I was unable to log it. I felt paralyzed for a few days, and it took even longer to recover physically from exhaustion of what happened. I also felt that I would never experience something from the Heavens again. Except it kept happening... over and over again. So I log these on Facebook since it's fast for me to do so, but then writing it here semi-formally is a bit more of a process. The fact is that I have a very violent sleeping disorder too. My husband and I talked today. I likened my sleeping disorder to his migraines: "Try something different" just to beat it, a...
Yeah... I don't know what to do. It's 4:16 AM. Smoking on my back deck. I will need to dig super deep to chronicle the many many miracles since December 24. Words just can't describe what happened. I was told in December that I would suffer. I wasn't sure how that could happen, since I don't get into dangerous situations. 99% of my life exists within 200 feet of my apartment. In my prayer a few weeks ago, I expressed to the Blessed Mother the difficulty in chronicling this, especially since I'm always way too excited to work on my translation. An answer shot at me like a lightning bolt before I finished my sentence: listen to Danny Boy. Yes, I did that for several days straight in a state of fasting and resisting temptations that led to the miracle of January 13 and record rainfall in Los Angeles, where I live. And I knew that the crops would be good this year. It has been raining a lot ever since!!!! So I'm befuddled. I'm stressed. She wants me to shar...
Heavens gave me the answer yesterday morning at the very moment I popped open my computer. I was befuddled a bit during the day and groaning about working on it again. Constructed a whole new word for the English language. Solved Aussi, Si, Tant, Tellement, Tel. Playing with Autant right now. All roots reduced. Then I reduced Fort, Fort Peu, and Tout. My work is totally, ENTIRELY carried by God. It is divinely inspired. People will see. I will serve as witness to the greatness of God and in belief in Fatherland. We will ALL bear witness to this. When I am done, I will have permission to be branded. I would like the entire Church to come, including my priest, as I'm branded with something about 450 degrees. I will not scream. I will accept all the pain that comes from this. I am property of God and Fatherland!! This is one of the greatest orchestrals ever made, the day that Padre Pio got certified as monk. When I get certified, it will be my greatest day. I want the branding ...
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