Now it makes sense... why did the apparitions happen

 I'm working harder than ever. It makes sense as to why Saint Geneviève revealed herself to me on 14 July, Stigmata on 22 August, Saint Francis in September, Marian apparition on 1 November (to be discussed later), 6 November for the Rosary Revelation, 8 December with another Marian Sign. WORK HARDER, SACRIFICE, THE HEAVENS ARE CHEERING YOU ON, MY NESSIE!!! YOU ARE THE SACRIFICAL LAMB!! Yes, my Lord, my Mother Mary, my Saints and Saintes, I will sacrifice my existence on this Earth to fulfill my command. Yes, I will die if necessary. Yes, I will remain celibate. Yes, I will be branded like cattle. Yes, I will be an example for my compatriots, lonely as it can be, just as the monks were exemplary compared to the educated elite promoted by Platonism. Yes, there is nothing I will not do for you. This is war. My teeth could fall out.  I could vomit. I could shake. I will stare into death. This translation will get done. Thy will be done!!!!!! These Revelations from the Heavens were exactly what I felt on 23rd August when worldly distractions kept me from Cloud 9. You are all here to tell me to PUSH. PUSH. PUSH SOME MORE. PUSH HARDER!!! The Heavens are watching!!!! Yes, I will DIE for you!!! Behead me, set me ablaze, do what thy will. I will laugh in the face of my enemies as you try to crush me. And my stare will have you look into the own depths of your soul, because I know something you don't know. God exists. They are watching!!!

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